Wednesday, March 30, 2005
the made in spore "panda"
ha nv had enuf slp on wkdays. one day of 24 hrs n i oni spend abt 5 hrs in lala land. def not enuf for a cindebeauty. always trying to steal time. ha...i could feel my dark eye rings hanging heavily on my face. (too exaggerating?!?)
the day started as early as 830 n ended as late as 7pm. almost 12 hrs. wow!!! remaining 8 hrs. whr did they go? sigh...
late dinner cos dad came back late. my slping pattern changed. tiredness got me n i went to take a short nap cos i ws waiting for my turn to use the batherm. the well intended short nap wasnt short aft all. woke up at 11pm n shower. wanted to mark some compo but ended up checking mail. i hate to check mail now. "u've got mail"="there's work waiting for u"
to destress so tt's y u're reading this. my rantings!!!
looking forward to fri. proposed activity:
SHOPPING
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
11:58 pm
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Tuesday, March 29, 2005
salad making tues
ha i helped the kids to buy some ingredients fr ntuc the previous nite. went to sch late as i woke up late. but u may wonder how late could i be. i reached sch at 1015. as stress level increases, i became absent-minded. i actuallly left the salad making list in the com lab cos i was having lesson there on mon. rushed up to get the list, updated the list for kathryn cos i felt bad. armed my digi cam, i went dwn to watch the competition. with the oni intention to support, i had black coffee (courtesy of bobby) with him n rizal (did i get the name right?1?) the anxious n excited me sat n looked. fotos to be uploaded soon.
my day started at 4 but time really flies. did marking but it's still marking everyday. wat's new!
came hm feeling tired. touching up a presentation for mon...
zzz...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
11:27 pm
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wat a headache
been complaining abt work recently. it will go on till the arrival of jun hols. somehow the work multiply as fast as bacteria. ha wat a way to describe it but it's the truth. wonder for how long can i remain sane. markings, cluster, completing syb, going thru AB, suppl, SRT...always on my mind. racing against the daily 24 hr to complete as much as i can. sianz...3rd mth n life is already lk tt. somehow i believe tt by having strong faith will help me pull thru this grey and cloudy patch.
hope to get some slp soon =(
as usu...LP lor...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
1:41 am
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Monday, March 28, 2005
aiyo...the forgetful me
work completed
1. setting of ss papers
ha oni 1 but heck...wanted to do SRT but the fotos r all in sch. ?!&%#abc...xyz...?!*&@# so oni done with one place out of lk dunno how many but heck lah...i'm heading to lala land now...*yawns*
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
1:45 am
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Sunday, March 27, 2005
the usu sunday
activities on my usu sunday...morning prayers, grocery shopping, jap lesson, zzz as much as i can
reality hits me hard...work, work n more work!!! when can i complete them all??? whr is my guardian angel? pls help me!
point noted...
1. thou shall not believe completely when one speaks.
what i want to do badly...
1. retail therapy
2. scream at the sea n let the waves n wind carry all my worries away
3. a workout (badminton or volleyball)
4. a punching bag
sigh...off to get work done... =(
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
10:59 pm
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Saturday, March 26, 2005
a sleepy saturday
woke up at 9+ juz to haf bfast, read the newspapers n checked mail b4 i went back to lala land again. woke up for lunch w sis then hit back to bed again. wow...v piggy but cant help it. ppl who know me well enuf will know y i'm behaving lk this. the noon nap was interrupted by a pleasant ph call b4 i fell aslp again. the next time i woke up was to get rdy to go ah ma's hse. havent did much in the day so the determined-to-get-some-work-done me packed some papers and headed to the airport aft dinner at ah ma's hse. my new found fav place to do my markings...T2 mac...managed to complete my compo...had to leave at ard 11+ so tt dad was still awake to fetch me back. yeah i know i'm v pampered n spoilt but wat to do since i've got such a nice dad who's willing so willing to fetch me...ha...
if u can guess correctly, i'm going to wash up n head to lala land again. yes...lala land for the dunno how many times today ;p
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
11:47 pm
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good friday
out for bfast then nap again till i forgot the time to meet zy. she gave me a lift. had lunch w her n zs joined us shortly aft. dinner was at long beach(ecp). to celebrate sis's bdae. yup yup her 21st bdae. an early celebration cos exams ard the corner for her. the seafood was gd...luv the crabs, prawns n sambal kang kong...btw someone still owes me sambal stingray...i'm still waiting. dropped by to visit ah po (mummy's mother). aged ppl tends to fall sick often n often think too much too. always saying tt they're leaving this world soon. hope to see us often while they still can. but my ah po doesnt recognise me anymore. sob sob...
did some marking at the airport but the cinderella was back b4 midnight. no dao hui tonight. sob sob...though i had oni one mouthful this morning...i want dao hui! addicted to dao hui...dunno y too...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
12:31 am
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Thursday, March 24, 2005
seeing stars
after being uo early for the past few days, my eyes r closing already. can hardly keep them open. should be slping aft i'm done w this. it's a long wkend. want to accomplish much this wkend. guardian angel pls gif me the strength.
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
9:28 pm
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Wednesday, March 23, 2005
mambo wednesday
sigh...1st wk of term 2 n i'm feeling all the stress...went for evening jog with my class. nv complete it cos had to attend to a gal who fell. stopped for a breather before going hm...had my fav egg tart n lime juice.
gosh haf to b up early again. had to bring the kids to sci ctr. planning to hitch a ride fr dad so muz wake up early lor. much work to get done too...will my guardian angle help me pls?
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
10:21 pm
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still blue tues
went for bfast w mum, dad n sis at the confectionery beside holy family church. off to sch again to clear markings...oh no not again...markings still...nothing much worth mentioning today...or m i too tired to rem them? off to find pics for NE messages meant for the panels. hope to enter lala land soon =(
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
12:26 am
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Monday, March 21, 2005
the short wk begins
i began the day with mac bfast b4 dragging myself to sch. the wk long hols r over. went thru quite afair bit of emotions in the hols. now tt sch has started so it's time to put those emotions aside n conc on work. LP n markings occupied my mind. i muz get them done by this wk...sianz...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
11:22 pm
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Sunday, March 20, 2005
back to sch !?!
hey do u rem the spot series? those children bks u read when u were young? somehow i rem n i'll b back in sch tmr. work's still piling though tried to clear. sigh. oh well juz take things as they come then. will do LP later n the ticks n crosses if i still manage to stay awake.
had a busy day today. went for the weekly morning prayers, bfast n grocery shopping w family, was at queensway w bro, sis n dad, met shan for coffee, off to jap class n back hm for dinner. ya hardly been hm for dinner these days so i'm a gd gal tonight. mummy cooked today too. hee...
missed a gathering last fri cos i nv receive the morning msg. oni found it out much later. feel so guilty cos they're my gd frenz whom i know fr nie. long time nv meet up w them yet i miss it. sori gals...
time for the serious work... =(
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
10:41 pm
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the slping beauty is back
she slept her way thru the day again. oni opened her eyes to reply some sms before going back to slp again. went out to get lunch n slp again before heading to ah ma's place. finally received a sms fr him tt he's back. feel gd again to hear fr him. tok to him for a short while on the ph updating him on wat he had missed out. not as if he's gone for long but still...hee...
i've learnt alot this wk n here's a summary...
1. seize the day
2. being rational always
3. life is short so treasure it. know wat u want in life n work towards it. life is abt ups n dwns juz lk the roller coaster ride i took. always look on the bright side of life. someone once said this to me "when the dwn is over will come the up so dun brood over the past for every yday is history"
4. be urself =)
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
12:40 am
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Saturday, March 19, 2005
in sch again
had bfast before meeting the kids for some info gathering. then did some paper work before going out again. yah last day out le so muz enjoy. dinner was at crystal jade then off to do more ticks n crosses at the airport. found a nice place at T2 for me to do work. try to catch me there next time lor. haha...as much as u can guess...it's dao hui for supper again. my fav k...the cinderalla was back slightly past midnight.
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
12:35 am
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Friday, March 18, 2005
S.Q was in town
had a gd time in the afternoon. dinner was at pasta cafe. bought a handbag n polo top fr mng. wanted to get a pink skirt but no more stock le. the determined me walked to a few other mng outlets but to no avail. ha v stubborn hor...see something i lk then i muz buy...wonder if i'll be tt steadfast in luv. had dao hui for supper before it's hm sweet hm...aft the tok, i feel free.
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
2:40 am
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Thursday, March 17, 2005
the roller coaster ride gets rdy to come dwn
went to sch again for more ticks n crosses. wanted to start work early but the naughty me who had been out late for the past nite oni woke up near noon. headed to sch str aft lunch w bro. waited for him to pick me up aft sch. yet another late nite out but this time it's better le. reached hm not as late. haha. more toking still...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
3:25 am
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Wednesday, March 16, 2005
the long course day
reached sch at 825 aft a few hrs of slp. the trainer came at 830 n i brought her to the com lab. next was the getting rdy stage. the course started half an hr late. attended a brief session some time ago. hope this session is useful for th SRT. went out again n came back hm late. tired out but it's the hols. haha...the truth was out today. i was shocked but the rational me managed to tok it thru.
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
4:11 am
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005
the roller coaster ride thus begins
went back to sch for more ticks n crosses till the late afternoon. went tm w choy to get her shoes fixed. then went out w a fren for dinner. another late nite out. not when i haf a course in the morning to attend...yah tt is lk a few hrs later...go catch some beauty slp now =)
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
4:06 am
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Monday, March 14, 2005
start of hols! yipee!
ha spent my sunday at the flea mkt...it's not an ordinary flea mkt but one tt pupils participated in. the "nanny" me brought them to bugis along with another tr n a pv. mr chan dropped by too...the bees were attracted to the honey...haha...disappeared for bfast w mr chan then came back again n then left to cheer those who participated in th cheerleading. n mind u, we came in 3rd k...ha rushed off to go sim lim, dropped by at orchard for tea n off for my jap class. then meet mr chan for dinner. it was a busy day yet i know i dun mind cos no sch tmr. haha...no worries for LP...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
4:38 am
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Sunday, March 13, 2005
the sleeping beauty is back
the sleeping beauty is back for more updates. haha...slept for the whole day n oni to wake up for meals. i hardly haf the time since sch starts for having long hrs of slp. but the feeling is so shiok.
time for the topic of the day...aiyo...yan dao was beated up by ah pui...given my size, how could i possibly haf the strength to pull ah pui away...somehow i managed...n heng, another "nanny" saw n came to my rescue. time for mre trashings...they were so goon...dun even know how to ask for help fr the nearby playrm...aiyo...more mischief still but somehow i survived the day...ask me if u wanna know more...
spent my fri nite at sarah's place watching a korean vcd. yipee i can finally announce tt i'm not afraid of dogs (oni Lola perhaps) cos i managed to carry Lola in my arms last nite.
more bonding sessions with my dear frenz during this wk long break n def more retail therapy...anybody wanna join me for the therapy? haha...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
12:14 am
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Monday, March 07, 2005
no response not equal dun care...
i'm a "mother" to 39 devils in a class of excellence. i dd excellence in behaviour and studies. hey when u reported to me abt the misbehaviour of him, it's not tt i dun care but its' juz tt it's nothing new to me already hearing tt he was involved in it. i had other priorities at tt time. when i dun look at you when u tok, but it doesnt mean tt i'm not listening. perhaps i've taken for granted tt since we're such gd frenz already so i might have juz listen n do my work at the same time. i'm sorry tt my attitude was bad but it was unintentional. it's juz me taking things for granted at times. dun ever let work affect our frenzhip k cos we've got many yrs in work tog there. to go thru the life of sch tog (the gd n bad), to lend each other the support so tt we can go on. our friendship has indeed gone thru alot to reach whr it is today n i believe tt u're one fren whom i can keep for lile. rem our many wishes to do many things tog when we grow old...
i sincerely apologised for my lousy attitude. really sori...
what i've learnt: nv take ur loved ones for granted.
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
11:53 pm
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Sunday, March 06, 2005
Happy 25th bdae, deric!!!
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
5:48 pm
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finally i'm back
heyo haven been writing for 2 wks. juz in case some of u wonder wat was i busy w so here are some updates. it'll be a long one so juz read on if you're interested, curious, kpo or too free. haha...
some significant events worth mentioning...
26 Feb - meet the parents' session...oni 13 parents came but it took abt 4 1/2 hrs so it's either they were long winded or i'm such wonderful listening ear. haha...hey pupils' parents not parents of my bf juz in case u're wondering y the no. is 13.
at the same time, i felt tt i was falling sick.
28 feb - dinner at T1 swensens. met zs n ray. for ur info, ray drives a black subaru wrx. u know those modified ones which you often see on the rd. haha...a gd catch? not so...not my kind of guy...perhaps i should go get to know him better...
29 feb - i felt "high" today. so hyperactive tt choy couldnt stand me. haha...btw i found out how to use web msn so was telling the whole world abt it. then i can tok to sarah thru msn n not having to pop by her place so often. hee...
1 mar - fallen sick n still sick. went to see a doc n nv go sch. the med was so strong tt instead of marking books, i was slping the whole day oni to be woken up by bobby. ha he asked choy for my no. then he called to ask how i was. so sweet but...he still owes me my honey water, fruit jiuce and lozenges. hey when can i see them on my table? haha...
spent my fri nite out w kathryn n uncle koh. dinner at tm. uncle koh left early while me n kat continued to shop ard...ha sick yet can do shopping. haha...bought a black skirt =)
today - skipped morning prayers last wk cos was out late the nite b4. so i told myself tt i should go this wk n indeed i went. bfast@ jln kayu b4 i went to see a doc for the 2nd time. this time rd the med is so strong tt i am well enuf to sit in front of the com n get some work done. ha talking abt getting work done...oni managed to go thru my mail n blog lor...more ticks n crosses thru the nite n will try to do LP...prepare agenda for meeting n lotsa of sch admin stuff...it nv seem to end...
btw start of hols this sat. to all my gal frenz...let's meet up to unwind...we desrve tt break aft slogging for 10 wks...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
5:20 pm
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